The news I got earlier about my cousin did sort of upset me and my current unemployment situation is bugging me too more today. I think it bugged me more today because I was sitting in a restaurant earlier like I usually do to try and do some work and after a while they told me to leave because I didn't order anything. I go in there and spend money more often than most folks and the one day I didn't want to order anything (because I'm broke) they kick me out. Just got me thinking if I was working I wouldn't have been in there today and I would've ordered something if I was. That and walking in the dark past people I can't see got me thinking.
We all have our bad days when we think everything is out to get us, log as you have a home and a supportive family(or friends or both) you are good I am sure you will get a job soon. Have you been looking for long? Sorry to hear about your cousin, hope you will be able to see him soon.