I use spotify for everything
I'm so on it breh
Getting a little too ranty, but that EP for Heartache is amazing. The song I posted from it is 20 minutes long and doesn't even truly start until like 8 minutes in.
I just remember I first heard that song near a time when I got dumped, and I was just so impressed by how well it captures the feelings of a breakup or a loss (I actually didn't ever read the lyrics). But just the whole start of the song is an initial angry reaction, and for a while that anger can keep you from feeling other things and keep you strong. Then eventually (8 minutes into the song) you tire out and can't be angry all the time, and then the true feeling comes in that was being blocked. It's just a super cool song lol.
A lot of the Jesu stuff is good to listen to when you feel very patient, because they make the songs long, and they purposefully stick to parts for a long time to drone it out in a cool way, and you miss out on some of the repetitive feel of it when not listening until the end. I don't listen to their songs all the way every time, but it's good to do that sometimes.